Over the last few weeks I've felt alive and raring to go over a new goal/project/life change that I had been anticipating. I spent night & day researching this new area of interest pouring over the Internet, dreaming about the future and imagining every nook & detail about everything it would involve. Then two days ago I received an email from a joint partner in this project indicating that I wasn't showing enough enthusiasm or commitment to this life-changing endeavour, after struggling through my emotional response for two days I came to a point of emotional collapse about it all today, I had no feeling, emotion or desire to continue at all. What had happened and how did something which had set me on fire draw a complete blank the next day?From training and self-discovery through to therapy! After studying Anger Management Level 2 I pulled out part way when they got to the part about 'Non-epileptic seizures" being one of the conditions where anger may not be controllable. Having been diagnosed with this in the past...I decided to focus on those and the FND that came with it as a result of trauma. Hence I paused this blog for over a decade and only came back to it in 2026. I hope I can continue to contribute to this blog
Showing posts with label disheartened. Show all posts
Showing posts with label disheartened. Show all posts
Sunday, 21 July 2013
What is discouragement?
Over the last few weeks I've felt alive and raring to go over a new goal/project/life change that I had been anticipating. I spent night & day researching this new area of interest pouring over the Internet, dreaming about the future and imagining every nook & detail about everything it would involve. Then two days ago I received an email from a joint partner in this project indicating that I wasn't showing enough enthusiasm or commitment to this life-changing endeavour, after struggling through my emotional response for two days I came to a point of emotional collapse about it all today, I had no feeling, emotion or desire to continue at all. What had happened and how did something which had set me on fire draw a complete blank the next day?
Labels:
anger management,
CBT,
coping,
discouragement,
disheartened,
parenting,
project management
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